Trip to see Taylor!!!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Chapter S-13: Officially Together

Okay so Spencer's first night in Singapore was amazing.
You could not wipe off the smile on my face.
I also got a stern lecture from my three roomies for not coming home until the wee hours of the morning.

And only enough time to rush in shower, change and run out the door shouting..."I'll tell you all about it tonight!"  As we were all getting together for dinner.
So a day at work that obviously dragged.
It was incredible to break up my day with lunch with Spencer.

I was the happiest I had been in years.
He met me right after work and we headed out to dinner with the roomies.
Everyone loved him and everyone commented to me privately how in love with me he was.

My French and Indian roomate were placing bets for when the wedding would be.
And if you remember from way back when I lived with three boys.
Who were talking weddings faster then some of my girlfriends.

Our dinner turned into drinks which turned into 3am dancing at a bar.
Not forced...we just all were having fun and all didn't want the night to end.
Making the next mornings journey...ummm interesting to say the least.

We had planned on Spencer coming on our first big roomate trip.
One of the roomies couldn't go last minute for work.
So Spencer, myself and the other two roomies first took a cab to Malaysia (seriously it is that close).  Then took a ferry to a Tioman Island for three days.


The island is the big one not the small one haha.
Our weekend was filled with laughter and adventure.
One thing I remember was how great Spencer was with me.

When we first got to the resort we checked in.
Now it definitely is a small Malaysian island with only two hotels on the entire thing.
So the accomodations were clean and decent but by no means luxury.
When we checked into our first room the AC didn't work.
No problem it was "off season" so we checked into another room...where there was a family of ants living beside the bed.
Spencer could clearly see my distress at this point so as we climbed into the hotel suv (the rooms were far apart) to head to the NEXT room Spencer gently squeezed my hand and said, "don't worry I got this."
As we pulled up he kissed me and stopped me from getting out of the SUV.
He said, "I'm going to check it out first you relax here."
So he went and on the way up to the group of buildings asked for an upgrade and then viewed it and it was perfect.
So then he came to get me.
I LOVED this...it was so gallant and so gentlemanly and I couldn't stop beaming.

Our final AC working and non ant infested room :)

One of the days we rented a dive boat and snorkel gear (seriously it was $350 TOTAL for the whole day for the boat and all the gear and two staff (a boat captain and a dive person)).
Malaysia is a very reasonable place to travel.
So we had to do this snorkel day trip (much to my dismay haha).
You see one of my big things that I freak out about is the ocean.
I am absolutely convinced I will be eaten by a shark and the vast openiness frightens me.
Spencer grew up on the water and surfs.
His special forces training ensured he was amazing in the water.

It was only with his gentle reassurances and him just asking me to share this memory with me that coaxed me into the water.
I did bawl my eyes out at the top of the boat's ladder with fear (how embarrasing!!!)
But he just patiently explained that it was safe and he had swam all around to check.
 
I did eventually get it.  At first clinging to him for dear life.
I did work up the courage to even put my head down once or twice to see the brightly coloured fish.
He also didn't push me so hard that in the afternoon when I wanted to sunbath instead of working myself up to being in the scary ocean again, he understood.

I wasn't the only one that had an issue.
One of my flatmates was terrified as well.
And this made me fall in love with Spencer even more.

Let me explain what I mean.

My roomie (oh yea roomie=flatmate) was as freaked out as I was about the ocean.
So Spencer simply explained how great it was and calmed my roomie just like he did to me.
Then he HELD my roomies hand and entire time and didn't let go (which made my roomie feel way more comfortable).
Now let me explain.  My amazing sweet roomie is gay and I was worried how just the weekend may be for him and Spencer interacting (coming from Spencer being a Special Forces Army very conservative type guy and knowing he didn't really have a "diverse" group of friends).  But Spencer was incredibly cool about it.
I mean cool to the point of holding hands with my roomie.

Our Malaysian island vacation was wonderful.
We were officially together.
I loved him.
We stayed up so late every night talking about everything.
Whispering our hopes and dreams between kisses.
This was it! 
I was convinced this is why my life had unfolded in the way that it had. 
All the heartbreak, all the trauma, randomly ending up moving to Singapore...was all because of this...

I was meant to meet him and spend my life with him.
He also believed this so emphatically he was convinced if we hadn't met the night that we had we would have met another way in Toronto (where he had been for work before) or in Singapore.
He was so sooooo convinced of it (more so then myself actually)...and that made me believe.
It was the perfect glossy smooth surface of love...
I didn't even see the cracks.

To be continued...

Chapter S-12: Into his arms...


There was so much build up and anticipation before Spencer came to Singapore.
We would speak for hours daily.
I had fallen for him over the phone.

I knew his visit would tell so much.
But I will be honest I was already in love with him.
For the first time I was hearing all the things I was so desperate to hear.
I really thought this is what everyone searches for.

I remember being so nervous the day he was coming.
I had taken clothes and makeup to change into after work,
as his flight arrived around 9:30pm from Korea.
I remember getting ready at work and my boss was there.
She went to get me a half bottle of wine to drink as I got ready
(I guess I really was that nervous).

I remember what I wore that day.
I remember washing my face and expertly reapplying makeup.
Slipping my feet into high heels because I remember how tall he was.

We had that impending and anticipated first kiss that we had talked about frequently.
I was so ridiculously nervous.
I remember being in the airport and calling his phone.
Hearing his voice comforted me immensely.
It helped with my jitters more than the wine.

I remember falling into his arms.
It felt right.
We were both nervous.
He was wearing a linen suit that looked fabulous on him.

I remember thinking he was thinner and lankier than I had remembered.
But it didn't matter.
For the first time (with a guy)I was attracted to everything that made him HIM rather than just the physical part.
We giggled and were both too nervous to make the first move and kiss each other so we just held hands and hurried to the taxi line.

We got into a cab to his hotel (which I thought was very appropriate and gentlemanly that he was staying in hotels the whole time because we were still in the early stages).
We got him checked in.
One thing I remember is going into his bathroom where I noticed his toothbrush and toothpaste (he must have immediately brushed his teeth as soon as we got there).
This stuck out because I sort of have an issue with toothpaste.
It's all because I hate mint and so I have to get used to one and it is extremely hard for me to change.
And wouldn't you know it he used the exact same brand and flavour of toothpaste (surely this was yet another sign).

So we had a drink in his room and decided to go grab some food together.
But before Spencer said..."I want to give you your birthday gift Teagan".
And pulled out a Tiffany Blue Box.
My heart was pounding.

I immediately began with the "you shouldn't haves" etc.
As my face flushed pink with pleasure and excitement.
And I unwrapped it...hoping it wasn't anything too crazy (we were still early on after all).


It was a pen from Tiffany's with a pink band.
It was perfect.
Especially for my type of work.
What a completely amazing perfect gift.
I gave him a big hug.

So then we were heading out of his room.
Spencer paused with his hand on the door and turned to me and said...
"Teagan I've been dying to kiss you since I first saw you and I can't wait any longer"
And with that he pulled me into his arms and kissed me.
And it was perfect and passionate and just felt so completely right.

I was drunk with love.
It was over for me right then and there.
I wanted nothing more than to be with him forever.

As we climbed into a cab to head out for some late snack and drinks.
We were chatting and holding hands and he turned to me and blurted out "Teagan I love you".
It was the first time he told me and I was stunned.
We had alluded to it in conversation but never came right out and said it.
He was saying how I felt but was too afraid to say.
I responded by kissing him.
Still too afraid to echo those words back.
I also didn't want him to think I said it just because he did.

We stayed out until about 4am.
Just talking and kissing and being able to finally spend that time together.
I fell asleep in his arms (I was not planning on staying with him and no we didn't sleep together that night) he had given me his pajama pants and a t-shirt to change into.

I had to wake up early to head home to change before work the next day.
Let's just say I didn't look that great leaving a very high end hotel in Singapore in plaid pajama pants a t-shirt and shiny patent black heels...talk about a walk of shame.
One of the things I absolutely loved was that Spencer came with me by cab to drop me off at my place.
He was perfect and a gentleman and my heart was bursting with love.
It was the perfect start ever.




Pic from here, here,

Saturday, November 21, 2009

Chapter S-11 : The Birthday Curse

November 2009

Y'all I am cursed around my birthday.
Its the truth and you will see it when I this whole ExBoyfriendProject is complete.
My birthday = bad luck.

So on my birthday I awoke feeling much worse and I had to literally crawl to the bathroom.
I couldn't stand up at all.
I obviously called in sick to work.

I pretty much slept the whole day.
I messaged Spencer early on to let him know I was home sick.
It was a good thing because he quickly scrambled off the phone because...

He was sending me these beauties.




They were the most beautiful flowers I have ever received.
They were perfect and beautiful and I was so super excited.
And that is when I thought my birthday curse might just be lifted...
I was wrong but I wouldn't realize that until the following year.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Chapter S-10: Head over Heels...


Our conversation continued the next day all about the upcoming trips!

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer
Subject: Re: Goodmorning Sweetheart!

I trust you :) Can't wait because that is a longer time off so we can go prob somewhere a little farther away if need be

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Teagan

Only thing I need to be is with you! And I know you agree! Or I hope you agree... (Wink)

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

sounds pretty darn perfect to me...ack so excited now possible 3 times to see you this is too good to be true

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

No its not dear, its very true. Not to good too be true! O you are going to see me many more times than just 3 times babe.

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

I was hoping so...but three times basically for sure over the next 3 months makes me very happy especially bc you live in Korea

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

I know what you mean sugapie! One more week, and I will hold you ever so tightly in my arms. While praying to make this the one... But I really should not tell you that!!!

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

7 sleeps never seemed so long ;)  I cannot wait...hopefully you'll know then ...but I really shouldn't tell you that

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

You are everything I want!!! Praying never hurts, but I "think" I know... WOW I really really shouldn't tell you that!!!

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

thank goodness for a lot of computer work this morning eh?  well on my end anyway but my afternoon is busier...praying doesn't hurt at all...I'm not worried we will see when you get here :) You are absolutely everything I want...I couldn't have dreamed up anyone better...but we aren't telling each other this stuff

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

Your are absolutely correct. I agree all the way! Tomorrow is your birthday!!! Awww no sweet birthday kiss from me tomorrow... Sorry babe

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

I think we need to definitely get some sleep tonight though (listen to me it sounds like you live here)...I think I'm running myself pretty hard and I just been drinking tea and eating vit c and zinc but not feeling the greatest

I guess it is my birthday tomorrow...hmmmm I don't really feel like it's my birthday tomorrow and I know I have a super long day at work so I'm guessing it won't feel like my birthday.  I'm focusing on the fact that I get to kiss you in a week hopefully more than once ;)  What a good birthday present that would have been though

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

Okay, not a problem. I think I am in the same boat... No more than 10 minutes?

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

haha not sure that will happen but maybe off the phone by a certain time like

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

I like your style babe! HEY are you feeling better?

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

haha I sound like I'm falling apart eh...stupid hip and throat is sore yucky I have to get better I cannot be sick when you are here

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

What ever you are... I be right beside you! I know you want to be 100 percent. And trust me I want us to feel great. But know for as long as you allow me into your heart, I will always cook you chicken noodle soup... Lol

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

you free in like half hour?  can call


From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

Of course babe...

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

hey thanks for today

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

Thank me in 60 years....lol

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

I definitely can do that

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

I can def see you with me right now. Just finished at the grocery store, now going to hit the gym. Made me smile to imagine you here with me

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

that sounds pretty darn amazing to me babe...its the little things that make me go hmmm I wish Spencer was here with me right now...funny the grocery store is definitely one of those places.  Have a wonderful workout...I was going to after work but am thinking that maybe I should take it easy tonight I don't know if the hip will cooperate but maybe I'll do bi/tri/shoulders or chest/back I'll see...not going to lie I feel a little rundown

so I live in the tropics and its raining...not completely unusual...just makes me think how one day over Christmas break I kind of want it to rain so we can have a lazy day in bed (not like THAT yet) but like watching movies and napping and just talking...maybe even some KGB coffees and breakfast...can't wait to just be able to hang out like that

but I probably shouldn't tell you that

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

I am in the gym right now, thanks for that pink elephant... But I liked it all honey

Hey prom date,
Finished with the gym, I am going to head of with James to do a little shopping. He is in major need of work clothes. So email away...

I agree, take it easy tonight... I need my girl feeling as good as possible when I come into town! Haha.

I really hope your work is going well! I miss you

Spencer

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

Hey, a little busy will message when I can

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

So, I just picked up your birthday present from the store... I tried to order it online, but the store did not recognize your address... I was lucky the store had what I wanted to get you...

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

I told you that you visiting is more than enough babe

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

I guess I shouldn't have told you that, ha ha

Honestly if felt great shopping for you... I guess I feel like those kinda things bring me that much closer to you.

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

i just don't want you to have to go through any trouble that's all :)  miss ya

7 sleeps

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

The only trouble I am going through, is not being with you right now... Needless to say I miss you too sweetheart

Well I don't know about that, the way we talk on the phone at night... We are getting about half the sleep we should... Hahahah so is this sufficient evidence to round down on the number of sleeps we have until we are together? I'm dumb....hahah

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

hahaha thats true but somehow I would be way to excited for it to be 3 sleeps and when you weren't here by Saturday I would be disappointed ...you are definitely not dumb...so yeah awesome totally have a fever it sucks my boss is like you look terrible...great 

From: Spencer
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To:  Teagan

Babe, that sucks... Really, I wish there was something I could do... I'll send a lil prayer upstairs for you babe. Take it easy, and I am sure you just need a good nights rest. Hang in there sugapie...

From: Teagan
Date: Wed, 18 Nov 2009
To: Spencer

its weird cause I rarely rarely get sick but I"m such a baby when I am hahaha...gross just measured 103degrees that is not good ....especially in a aircon office

To be continued...

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Chapter S-9: Still Falling...while planning trips together...


At this point our phone conversations were getting longer and longer and we were talking to each other ever minute that we could.  I remember taking home the subway and I would call him as soon as I left my office and talk to him the whole 1/2 hour home and then some.  Sometimes I would sit outside my condo for an hour just to not stop our conversation because I would lose reception in the elevator.  It couldn't go any better.  I thought I maybe would lift my birthday curse (more about that later). 

Subject: Goodmorning Sweetheart!

From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

Teagan,
     Wow, last night was amazing. I wish I could find the words that expressed what I am feeling. This morning I was like dad, I talked to Teagan last night. Of course he was like, that’s great Spencer. I told him no, I TALKED TO TEAGAN LAST NIGHT.... he though it was good when he failed to guess the time we talked for. His response was simply the same, wow. Looking back at our conversations, It’s just amazing. I love every minute I am able to communicate with you. I am very close to 100% that no one understands truly what we are feeling right now. With all that said. I think the world of you, and will do anything to be with you. I understand our week together will tell so much, I am looking forward to our time very very much! I am excited, just sitting here at work, thinking about all that can come!

     Please, don’t let work get you down. I know you would never show it while working. Just like I need to be your rock, I think your staff looks to you the same way. It is my absolute honor to be able to be the shoulder you lean on! I will never let you fall! I take pride in the fact that you have in a way chosen me to be that man. Maybe some how turn that with your staff, providing that stronghold for them, the one that does bend with the wind. I know one thing is for sure, after getting to know who you are. I am sure you are already there! Sometimes we need reminders. I am proud of all your accomplishments, and the person I have come to adore!

     have a great day sweetheart!

P.S. Hell yea I am going to Kiss you in the Airport! (if its ok? haha)

Your Man,
Spencer Jacob X

PS Yes his middle name is the same as Jacob’s maybe I should have taken that as a sign!  Also part of our conversation was all about how he had wanted to kiss me when he had originally dropped me off at the airport when I was in Korea.  But he planned on fixing that at the airport when I picked him up in Singapore.


From: Teagan
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Spencer

Spencer,
Ummm wow...what can I say...I'm speechless stunned...happy.  I love every minute that I talk to you and its crazy but at the end I feel excited and happy and could almost talk for longer if we both didn't have to work and it was 230/330 am respectfully.  I think you are amazing and I feel like the luckiest girl in the entire world! 

Don't worry about work I'm good.  I always am it just was like... hmmm let me see as if I was trying to swim in the scary ocean and got hit by a lot of waves...like wave after wave ...ok maybe silly analogy but I was just like come on people lets all just relax and see what happens.  I know once they meet you and come to know you they will know that you are just as amazing as I say.  I hope you have a wonderful day!  Book those Christmas tickets babe :)  oh or are you going to wait to see how next week goes? hmmm
Teagan
PS you better kiss me in the airport though I am completely nervous about it (in a totally good way)
PPS it will be a good start to when you ask me to be your girlfriend/go steady ...welcome to high school ;)
PPS cute FB status


From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

No, I know how the trip is going to go! By no means am I worried about it. O yea, I am all about seeing you on valentines day! and I will start planning that as soon as I get back from Singapore. I think that trip will be tons of fun to plan! So you mean to tell me you have an entire week off in Feb? 14-22 right?

Your Man

From: Teagan
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Spencer

I didn't even realize that was Valentines day haha yup I work Sat 13th until and then I don't have to work again until Tuesday the 23rd :)  So so excited at all the possibilities

From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

The possibilities are crazy as to what we can do! My mind is turning like crazy right now! This is great! We can plan where we go, but I want to do the details within our trip! Pa Pa Pa Please let me???


From: Teagan
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Spencer

You can free reign babe

From: Teagan 
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Spencer

somewhere warm please

From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

O we decide the place together, but I get to do the details....
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone

Seriously!  This is how it was going.  It was fun and exciting and he was telling me everything I dreamed of hearing one day from someone.  I was trying not to get too hopeful and excited but I was.  We were already planning on the next holiday which was Chinese New Year when I next had a bigger chunk of time off of work.

I was starting to think (but trying not to think this way in case it didn't work out) finding myself thinking...maybe THIS is that connection that "everyone talks about" maybe this is "it" I was for sure still falling for Spencer...way too fast.

To be continued...


Pic from here

Monday, November 16, 2009

Chapter S-8: The Subtle Shift of Falling

My apologies as it has been awhile since I've followed up with these ExboyfriendProject posts.
I think I've been feeling extra hurt and trying to figure out this whole Spencer thing.
However, I realize maybe I just need to push through...
Here comes some attempts.

At this point Spencer was mere days away from coming to Singapore for his first visit.
I was falling for him...too fast...



Subject: I dig you
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From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Spencer

Hi babe,

Just about to start a meeting with my staff.  talk to you soon
didn't want to send a text in case phone was on

So just to make you laugh and of course there are things that remind me of you but I go to my inbox and there is a magazine in there...The Korean Wave Hallyu Korea Sparkling (these Asian English titled magazines are hilarious by the way)...it looks like an airplane magazine ...don't know who put it in my inbox at work but I'll take it haha

lunch for me is between 2-4ish so I will text but I don't want to interupt your meetings etc.  so I will only text once at the beginning of lunch kay...
PS 8 sleeps

From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

Hey Sweetheart,
     I hope you are having a great day at work, I must say I am thinking about you all the time. I don't think these next 8 days could come fast enough. I am having an okay day at work, I just want this day to end so that I can talk to you. Most of all its one more day closer to being in your arms! Hope to hear from you soon babe!
Spencer

From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

haha, I think we send our emails at the same time!!! This is getting weird.... Not surprised though....
-Your Man

From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Spencer

I'm not surprised any more at all...I chalk it up to yeah that's "us"...things certainly drag when you have something you are so excited for ...I don't think I've ever been so excited to see someone...so yeah it's dragging

From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

It sure is great to here from you, and the fact that you share my feelings! I miss you like crazy! Know what you never did! It has crossed my mind everyday! You never replied to my Love email.... you know that thing I sent you... Thanks, Teagan !  Honestly I think you forgot! its cool sweetheart!

I dont have any more meetings today! I am free, to do anything with you.....













































Via telephone.... Sorry

FYI those spaces were all his own...You can see I'm falling...our conversations would last for hours at night and we would email each other a ton too...like these that I'm sharing.

From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Spencer

Will be on lunch soon...will call...I miss you a ton...will talk about that Love email didn't forget about it (okay maybe a day or two I did) but it warrants a conversation probably better than an email you know...I wish you were free to do anything with me today and you weren't thousands of miles (I think you know how I am at geography) to be able to spend my 2 hour lunch with you...Heaven!

From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

I am sure looking forward to ur.call. This is crazy, I thought when I left DC the bb days for gone for at least a year... Great.... I still miss you btw. O ma'am its been more than two days...
Sent from my BlackBerry® smartphone

From: Spencer
Date: Tue, Nov 17, 2009
To: Teagan

Hey babe, thanks again for yet another great conversation...

I just spent my two hour lunch gabbing on the phone with Spencer.  It was like we couldn't get enough of talking to one another.  It was fun and exciting and I really wasn't interested in talking to anyone but him.  I couldn't quite put my finger on it but I had never felt this way before.

From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Spencer

Ok I just saw a new client ...And his name...Spencer...only my new favourite name on this planet haha. 

On the name note that was who I was named after (famous actress)...even spelled the same way

(Spencer and his dad had asked me during our night conversation who I was named after but then our conversation had jumped to something else quickly so I was updating him).


From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

I don't know why I seemed surprised, its like the normal thing with us... There are more signs than I can count.... My dad just said that. "I am sure I will get along with her dad" hahaha


From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009 at 5:24 AM
To: Spencer
yeah my dad picked my name haha not surprised at all anymore...ps so in my back yard we have 3 different bbq (gas, charcol and something else that I'm not sure what is and I will have to tell you about it tonight ...I know you like grilling I just forgot about my backyard in Canada we need to do a summer trip there


From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

All of that sounds amazing. 8 more nights babe

From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

I like the fact that we are talking about summer vacation.

From: Teagan
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Spencer

I just realized that now...PS I'm thinking a lot further then just summer vacation but I probably shouldn't tell you that

From: Spencer
Date: Mon, Nov 16, 2009
To: Teagan

Music to my ears babe

Let me look into flights tomorrow, I agree I need to be with you. Teagan, thus far you are the best thing that has happened to me girl..I want you in every way shape and form, and I never want to let go

Spencer hadn't even arrived to visit yet and we were booking tickets for Christmas because at that point we couldn't bear to think of NOT spending Christmas together.  I was excited and falling head over heels for Spencer.  

To be continued...


Pic from here